Oops... It's almost 2017!

Whoa, it's almost been a whole year again since I last made a post.

I started this blog a few years ago, on the pretense that I would update it quite frequently to keep my writing up to date and to relieve any stress or to just talk about whatever is going on.

I really haven't done that and I honestly don't know why. For the last few months, a lot of things had happened. I'm still at my current work, I moved, and I'm updating my other blog more often and right now I'm doing vlogmas!

I think I've accomplished a lot, but this entire year I have been a VERY lazy person, and it needs to stop! It's okay to be lazy once in a while, but it kind of pains me because I am way too lazy and I always say I'll do all these cool things that are part of my goals, but I haven't come close to achieving those goals!!! Ahhhhh.

So I came back here to rant and outline my game plan. So uh, yeah, my game plan is:

- Make YouTube videos every month at least (if I can do once a week, that'll be a super achievement)
- Advertise my freelance biz more and get more prospects
- Blog as much as I can, focus on social media and build a brand

The ultimate goal is to be able to source my own income. That's my career goal and for my personal goals I would like to poke into my creativity a little more. I want to colour all of my coloring books (I have so many!), read the books I haven't picked up in a while (and read new ones), keep writing in this journal and a bunch of other fun stuff.

What I have done this year is gone to a lot of theatre shows, played more boardgames and also hung out with friends. I want to keep on doing this but also add the other things above as well.

Vlogmas is soooo tough! It's super challenging for me to vlog everyday because I don't do different things each day as often, so I have kinda been taking a break. I still need to finish editing Days 14 - 18 and put that up on YouTube. It's much easier to blog... haha but with blogging I definitely need to read more so I can build up my writing and vocabulary. It's a win-win situation!

Wow, writing this post really helped me unleash a lot of things I've been building up inside. It's tough for me to get stress out sometimes. Journaling was always something I did when I was younger to help understand myself better, to help me reflect and to help me feel more at ease with whatever was going on, so I better keep this up! Although, I do miss writing in a physical journal too... but I feel like it'd be easy to lose that or someone could pick it up and read it... hahaa. Or I could get one of those diaries that comes with a lock... do they still make those?

It's 9:30pm now and I could either watch more vlogmas videos ('tis the season), or I could edit my vlog, or I could read... hmmmm. I think I'll sit back and watch some vlogmas videos, haha. I love watching YouTube!

Tomorrow I'll edit my vlog and do some reading. Maybe I'll draft a blog post too...