Motivation!

For my friend's wedding, I decided to wear my blue dress with tights and wedges. It worked out because it got cold outside, and because I was sitting at a table most of the time, you couldn't really notice my strange attire. :) I had a good time, it was a very delightful feeling seeing my long time friend in her beautiful wedding dress and oh-so happy with her husband!

So far my resolutions have been doing well. I'm able to communicate with people at ease without feeling awkward! However, the past few days I haven't been very comfortable with talking to others because of my mood, but I think that's settled for now, so I'm ready to get back in action.

The job hunt still goes on, no word for the agency as of yet. But I am still applying to many jobs each day and I'm proud for what I have applied for. :)

In the mean time, I've decided I will do a number of things while I am on the journey for a new job. Freelancing is something I should build my portfolio with, so I've decided to give Odesk a try. It's a freelancing site that allows you to search for jobs and apply for them and get some work done, while getting paid by the client. Hopefully I can find some projects to do. I may also have some projects locally to work on as well.

I'm also going to keep working on my website too, improving it so that it will showcase my work.

With the freelancing and website designing keeping me busy, I won't be too focused on the negative/job hunt as much.

When I do get a job though, I really want to purchase a new camera. There's this camera called the Sony Nex3n that I've been looking at. It's not a giant DSLR, but it does the trick for one of my favourite YouTubers, and the photo quality is also amazing with the lens it comes with. It has a flip out screen too, so that would help me with my videos that I plan on making soon :)

After finding a job, I think I'll start streaming again too! I'll have to make a banner for my channel. Oh and I need to make some graphics for my YouTube channel as well, once I've got that up and running. :D

Hmm... and maybe I might attend the BWMF this year too? It's costly, but if I can afford it, I'd love to go again. I was lucky enough to intern there before, but I would really love to mingle with other delegates and network! That means I'll need to make some new business cards though, too. The current ones I have are outdated... I use them for makeup application LOL.


Lots of things to do :)