I need to...

The entire day today I spent watching dramas... I managed to finish an entire series in only two days. 

I was able to do this because I stayed home and enjoyed my Saturday.

Tomorrow should be a work day.

Now I realize it and I'm not sure what I need to do. What I want to do is quit my part-time job... I'm not having fun working on it any more. I want to quit after I finish these two projects, but then I still have the other project, so should I wait until I'm done that one as well? 

Or should I take a break in the summer and then come back to it after my contract is done? Erghhhh, I have no idea... 

I miss having a summer break inbetween semesters. I had that all of my elementary, junior high/high school (most) summers, but during University I worked/went to school during the summer every year except for my last year. And now I am working... so no four month holiday here. This is why I want to have my weekends free, so I can relax and do other fun stuff. If I keep working two jobs like this, then I don't really have free time, or I just get super lazy and then feel guilty for not working. 

A part of me wants to wait until after my contract, that way I can submit my letter in person.

But then a part of me is saying, I need to quit now... but if I do that, I'd be handing in a letter by e-mail. And that's not that professional... but there's no confrontation there.

Is it bad that I lose passion in something that I once was infatuated with? 

I don't think I can get bored with video editing. I learn so much whenever I'm editing something, and the work is just so challenging and stimulating. It keeps me excited. I can however, get very lazy with passions. But I can easily get myself to work on my passion if I try...

I just feel miserable when I do my work. It's not a very good feeling. I want to feel happy and excited and inspired when I do my work. Not bored, or feeling like I'd rather do something else, like watching dramas... lol.