Okay, so... I haven't blogged at all. I'm sorry. I'm the kind of person who doesn't really keep up with my own personal commitments, and I don't keep up with my online commitments either. It's SO BAD and I need to get rid of this habit RIGHT NOW.
I was supposed to upload at least one video a month for this year on my main channel. Nope, I haven't uploaded ANYTHING on that channel. But I did upload a video on my vlog channel, so that sort of counts... no... no it shouldn't. It's already approaching the end of February now, that's two videos I owe for 2016 already.
I don't know what it is, but I really can't find the motivation for me to edit my Japan travel videos... I really need to put those up! I want to show everyone what an exciting trip we had, and what they could experience too when going to Japan.
I should think of video editing my personal projects as a release... a release from the everyday grind of work and volunteering. Something that is clearly for me. Yet, I can't dive into it. Maybe I'm afraid that no one will watch my videos? Maybe I'm afraid the people who I want to watch them, won't watch them? I dunno... I need to stop having expectations. It's fucking 2016 now.
This week I will definitely try to output at least one good video on my main channel. I actually started posting on my public blog again and it started to gain some leverage. I wanted to update it at least once a week, but I don't really have anything I'd like to review... but that being said, means I can definitely get this video out.
What day should I choose though? Maybe edit on Wednesday and get the video out on Thursday? That way it's a bit spread out from my usual routine... I usually edit on Monday nights for my volunteering.
I need to make-do with what I have. I would love to film more things, but I don't really have the space to do that or the right lighting at times. But, I'll make it work somehow!
